Saturday, June 10, 2006
"STUPID! YOU WANT TO GO WATCH SILENT HILL WITH ME ON TUES?!"
"nah don't want la.. i'm saving money. and i'm not interested in silent hill hahah"
"KRISTY LIM GO EAT SHIT AND DIE NOBODY WANT TO WATCH SILENT HILL WITH ME!"
"huh silent hill very nice meh haha i want to save money!"
"Whatever man dot dot dot..."shitass don't want to watch then don't want to watch la. must you call me stupid and ask me to go and die? wtf i'm not as rich as you. whats wrong with saving money! ..... omg i'm speechless.
TODAY SUCKS LIKE SHIT. (okay maybe not but still sucks)
i woke up realising i dreamt of dee ):
i miss him so much! no joking.
then went kallang to meet others to go aviva.
and lion appeared. shocking indeed.
cause i didnt expect to see her there (although i dreamt that i met her on mrt HAHA)
smiled. but fucking realised her appearance would do me no good for the days to come (i'll badmood like sai)
F F F F F F F F F F i hate this.
stupid michellewong! you shouldn't have told me that.
omg i really hate life.
then went aviva received that message
above from sandra.
pissed.
then recalling what happened last night...
last night went to the temple after my aviva which was freaking 1030 already.
am i really that unfilal??
i don't even understand what they were talking!
god?: "are you very bad-tempered?"
me: "err no unless i'm really very very tired.
god?: "you never sleep is your own problem, got anybody force you not to sleep?"
i was thinkin: wth.
i know i'm stubborn.
they kept insisting i was unfilal and blah
and i really broke down like shit cause i felt accused???
accused by the god???????????
wth so i thought accused wasn't a good word.
but i really cried because i felt damn
accused seriously.
i couldn't find anything that i did which was unfilal to my mother.
then i found 1. the late wake-ups.
but it was her fault. ( i bet they'll think i'm stubborn again, hate this)
is religion really a burden? (quote unquote sandra)
but i'm quite thankful the god? has protected me in
some ways
okay dont want to talk about it already
then after the talking with god?... i got abit angry by my mother.
reached home at fucking 12.30
woke up with fucking puffy eyes.
the day sucked shit with puffy eyes, meeting the lion, thinking of lion and reading the tagboard.
sorry my writing structure is damn bad byebye
kristy
kristy
22:15
